从心找回最初的自己

So I left the YPC. Or did I? How come I still joined them for the recruitment drive and interviews the past few days and I was at the venue recce today and I helped Sarah vet the Admin V1 LRF and Kai Jia with the groupings and I promised to go to V1 as well? Though after that, I won't be around for V2, CR3, NE1, so they can't make me go down to do stuff together anymore.

I really do enjoy their company. Crystal, Jaime, Zhu Lin, Sarah, Hui Qi, Yao Xing, Deryk (even though he loves to bully me) are all awesome people to hang around with. The rest of the people are great too, only a pity I never got to know them as well as the others. No matter what happened, all these people had nothing to do with it, and I don't dislike them just cos they are YPC. They never did do anything to offend me. And I don't think they even know what happened that caused me to leave. Thank you for the awesome journey YPC :D if you all really want to see my leaving statement, please drop me an email and I'll send it to you (:

Since I left last Wednesday, I have been receiving a lot of sweet sweet messages from a lot of people. And I feel really blessed for them. One of the greatest honours I received was actually that a certain someone missed my presence awww (: and that I did become a happier person after leaving, as said by Crystal and yx. At least I don't carry my laptop all around and non-stop poke the screen with my little stick haha. Maybe it's also because I can laugh at the rest preparing and working hard while I slack.

To admin, I really wish you all the best. Truly. I hope that you all learn the importance of taking ownership and showing initiative and all that kind of stuff. I know it's awfully cliché, but it's really because I never saw the sense of urgency in all of you. It was a bad start to your YPC journey, and I hope that my departure made life easier for all of you.

Tmr clique will be going for a short trip to Genting. This trip has many purposes. For clique, it is our grad trip that never happened. For ade and belle, this is the chance for me to 走得彻底. Whatever the case, I happen to be stuck in the middle of an AI right now, so what happened to the fun, and what happened to 走得彻底? Oh and for yx, the trip was supposed to be for me to think about some stuff so that he can be my 媒人 haha. But I think Crystal alr explained it very well! That there is no need to think.

In any case, I should get back to my AI now.